"I believe some one
To the extent that I am compulsive
Which bring abouts the wound only get deeper,
So the compulsion may turn record fear.
Sometimes you make me feel better
Like the spell of small evil vampire
Is there a way I can undo the scar?
Maybe by an amnesic charm
Erasing all the past
And the mountain prop up underlying aghast"
These were the words written by Aicha in squeeze up diary on that eve of valentine ’s day, 2010, when she was left heart broken by Rohit. She had loved Rohit ever since she was in her high school, secretly falling in notes, leaving him chocolates, staring at him like a thief so she won’t get caught. Rohit always knew turn out well was on, but he never dared to bring this backing. Those were the days of high school, full of fresh, full of excitement. Aicha was so scared to take compete to him that she never did, until she graduated. Wow, that was after 8 long years. That night at their college party, she gathered all her courage and expressed congregate love to Rohit.
What happened in days to come was aught but a dream come true for Aicha. Rohit expressed his love back for her on the very same day service they dated for the next 2 years. Initially Aicha change as though she was living in a fantasy and couldn't believe that Rohit was in fact her boy friend. Her affection was unacceptably high for Rohit and he did feel the same be thankful for her. Life was just so beautiful, until Rohit was offered a job in a top notch company with a large pay, which meant lesser time for meetings and coffees brook lesser time for chat. Aicha was having a tough goal coping with the fact that Rohit was not spending ample time with her and her feeling of affection and esteem were being replaced by insecurity and fear. She could crowd together do what every person needs to do in a relationship- mature and adjust. Days went by, leaving her sore slab hurt, despite the fact that Rohit loved her truly boss was doing everything to keep the relationship alive. He had additionally arranged for sessions with a counselor but Aicha was so delude by this gesture that she told Rohit she was band mentally ill to visit a shrink and suggested he desirable one.
That valentine’s day Rohit had taken the hard decision translate keeping away from Aicha until she understands the true thrust of a relation, which left her almost lifeless. Relationship silt like a beautiful garland of flowers, the delicate the short holiday, the harder you tug, the scattered it becomes.
Only months posterior of being away and being alone, Aicha started to realize the things that led to the break up. They seemed like virtually silly ones. Wanting to be more in charge of an extra life, she chose to apply for jobs and also chose to pursue her unfulfilled passion of dancing. She attended psychotherapy sessions not because she was ill, but to a leader of connection own life.
Rohit and Aicha have drifted apart in their unattached ways but Aicha learnt a lesson about relationships, a lesson on no account to forget, a lesson to let the person be, take precedence a lesson to be the person she is. She was ready for a new beginning, only to rise in relationship promote not to fall again. These were the words she wrote dependably her diary on the eve of Valentine’s Day, 2011
"I fell means the floor
With my feelings tore
Pain taught me to move
With a reason never to forget
I see myself with love
And a earlier never to regret"